Assignments!

Woah.... Have been quite some time since my last post of blog. Hmm... just didn't know whay am i not blogging for such a long time... busying? or what? I've also forgottenwhy. Anyway, today, was quite a happening day for me. I targeted to get my first assignment draft done by this week and I think it's just going to happened. Was struggling to finish it off as soon as poosible bacause the due date is soon, because I have another assignment going on which is group assignment and I do not want to be the not contributing one, because I want to go to Miriam Yeung's Concert in Genting next saturday!

Last weekend was a tiring one. I went back to Ipoh with my family, visiting my grandmother and my auntie and uncle from London. Nice to meet them ago. This time going home was the most happiest one thoughout the semester! My grandmother was so so so cheeful, I had never see her in such a good condition. energetic, smiling and her appetitite have not been so good for so long. Everyone is happy in the house and that was the feeling I was always looking for when i go back home. Unlike in uni.... feeling cold, lonely, restless, stressful.... haha.... Everytime when I go home, is as if I went to somewhere else. Things just changed and only there I'll be myself where people there know me well, long enough, made themselves used of me... haha.... Was also a happy time meeting my cousin sister and her boyfriend from Singapore. Was a really happening weekend for me.

Anyhow, my semester is going to end in 2.5 months' time. Again, there appear a big question mark in my head.... where will i head to after graduation?? the answer is still I DON'T KNOW. haha.... just let me finish my exams and my asignments first.

Feeling so uncertain of what I have written in my assignment. As if not meting the expectation of the lecturer. No one to discuss with and that's y i hate open topics where everybody choose a different topic as I do. Different topic have different requirements. Journal reading are tiring and I leaving my academic journals aside... accumulating... wondering when will i be able to digest all of them and apply them in my finals. Why there's so much to read about? Why read about evolution of those things like budgets!!!! It's over!!! Let's just focus on the present, not looking into the past!!!!

Since I came bk this Tuesday, I've not left uni and my hostel for these few days! Doing the undone assignment make me unlikely to have appetite to eat outside... just had mushroom soup, biscuits and milo throughout the day, sometimes in uni cafe.... But this is awesome... I have been here studying for 2 years and I had not did this before because no matter what at least, dinner will be having at least in semenyih town. This week, i hasn't seen the town!!! haha!!!

How I hope these busy days can be over soooooon..........