Friday, April 24, 2009

When my Freinds are in HOLIDAYS, my EXAM is just about to START!

Haha!! Having being studying in Nottingham, my academic calendar is just so so so different from thos of my frens who are in other colleges or public unis. For these 3 years throughout my degree, i missed out vacations with my friends to Perhentian, KL and so on, gatherings at hometown, birthday parties, farewells, Christmast and New Year countdown and celebrations! Looking bk, it's really a lot a lot that I've missed. But am very lucky, all those doesn't create distance between all of us! Now, the same thing applying! Hopefully for the last time! My friends are all having holidays around and my exam is just gonna start. My final exam scheduled on 11 May to 27 May! I wonder how am I gonna pass the exam period. Most probably end up studying, revising, lazying, stressing, memorizing, discussing, thinking, predicting, expecting ... haha.... too much.... too much!!

Anyway, this is really my last final exam in my degree. After that I'm out of here!!! Am going to stay here till the end of my exam then only I'll be going bk home. I wonder why i couldn't study at home. If studying at home is so so so impossible, how did i went through my primary school and high school exams! I bet the answer to this is "change". Things in fact are changing around the world, every simgle thing including human being are changing.

I bet a lot of us when we were young, our homes are like our cages, where our parents stop us from going out with frens and so on. Time other than school and tuitions, we'll be at home and we always thought of going out somewhereelse and we couldn't. After all that, as we grow up, home become a place for us to relax and rest. Coz, only when we have holidays or weekend that we can go home. We start to treasure the food at home, time together with our family and out hometown friends! Ahaha....

Haih!!! Now am not going to think of anything. Just to finish my exam fast.... (SECOND UPPER) plssss...... haha...... and i remembered a date with Jing to find her cupcakes in one U and also kitschen with li ling... Ahaha... all that depends on their timetable when uni reopens! Give me a date and time so that i can plan!!! 27th May is a Wednesday and i need to plan whether to home straight away after exam or stay here for that weekend!

I just wished everything will be smooth and fine! Wish that my exam quiestions will be answerable! Hope that the questions will not SURPRISE me!!! Hopefully.........

Before the exam, my very last assignment still yet to be submitted. Everything is done already. Double checking in process!! Nothing much to worry about that assignment just the marks!!! It's weighted 50% of the entire module! Final exma for this is another 50%! Haiz... talking about this assignment, thinking bk of the last 2 discussion we had on this! It's like a bomb that destroyed the bond between my coursemates and I! So undesireable one that occur at this wrong timing. If this is not the final semester, we still have chance to be back together but this is the final sem! Just accept the fate! I wonder what they have in mind about me?? They said that I've changed, I'm weird behaving, etc.... To this point, I had lost my direction in answering those question that my fren blast to me on msn after the last 2 discussion. Started with anger, then curiosity, then critism, then questions and ended up speechless! Is that friends??? What are friends for?? I really doubted! In fact, I really have a story to tell for all those lately observations BUT is just cannot be made clear within my coursemates. It;ll just get things worst and they just don't understand and I just can't make any further explanations! Dillemma-ing.... I know, she should know, and i wanted to tell BUt just too bad... she is on the other side! Haiz.... that conversation made me feel myself so unreasonable! But those are the things that i can do that time! "Why? Why did you come here and ask me those? Can't you just let it be? Since you've asked about it, and I've chosen not to tell you the whole thing, we will just end up speechless. Why do you want to know something that is not worth knowing? Why? Why? Why?"

All those aside, there's really nothing I can say between all of us! I chose to leave it to time and see the changes. It might end up to be forget, blaming, angry or Mayb we can still be friends!

Now! Exam comes first! All stupid matters aside! Gambate!!!!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Exploration Day!! ^^

Towards the end of semester where an assignment still left incomplete, study week approaching, EXAM coming..... actually, had been start reading on a module a bit. Reading it a month earlier is a guarantee for me to FINISH reading but not REMEMBER it!!... Guess i would need to revisit when is nearer to the exam and i bet i would have forgotten wat I've read!

Anyway, today i took a very weird break.... half a day out of Semenyih! I went to The Curve. I didn't know how to go but today, i went and explore the road taking the long way and not the Short cut. Anyway, I reached there and came bk. Now, at least i know a way to go there and come bk!!! That made my day! I had always wanted to learn the way there but it's a bit far so there ain't any chances. But today..... I got the chance. I didn't go there for no purpose or with a mood. Actually, my mum bought me something from The Curve and was found faulty and within 7 days i have to go and ask for an exchange or refund, so before this Friday I have to be there....

At first I was just thinking to take the LRT way there. Drive to Midvalley, take KTM to KL central, then take LRT to Kelana Jaya and then wait for the free shuttle bus provided bu Ikano Power Centre! However, as i think through, it's tidious and am thinking : why not grab this chance to find my way there so that I will know how to go there next time?" So, I've finally decided to drive there.... a bit worried as I'm alone, driving quite far a distance and on an unfamiliar road PLUS am a direction idiot!!! Felt so uncertain all the way, drove very slowly so that I wouldn't miss any junction. Finally, haha.... was so happy to see Curve!!!!! Happy me!!!

I went there, to the customer service to change the faulty good, they are just so nice and would change for me without second thought! But the promoter for that particular brand was not in yet and the stock are locked in the store and only the brand promoter had the keys. Guess what? The manager of customer service said "we cannot let the customer wait, let's break the lock!" and in fact, they asked someone to break the lock and got that stock out BUT the colour i want ran out of stock. They are being so patient and figured ways to get me the similar item from other branch. They had try wat they can and still this thing is really out of stock already and only available at another colour. This colour is really not so nice compared to the one bought! The manager even asked whether i prefer a refund in voucher form which can be redeem at whichever branch within 3 months. Haih... the thing is, that's something my parents bought for me and the meaning is there. So, being in a dilemma for quite a long time there, i chose not to get the refund and just exchange with a different colour. Ha! It's ok la.... As in the whole process, they are really very good in their service. Worth giving them a clap!!! I guess this is also another thing that made my day! As in my experience, whenever u wanna exchange something faulty, the store or mall will just give thousand of question and even they finally change for you, they is changing unwillingly!!! This store really impressed me!

Being in The Curve, although alone.... but this place always give me a special feeling. Guess is that memories when my dad brought us there. It's very seldom happening kind of thing. He is always busy and we seldom have time to go shopping together. He likes going ikea! I like it too. It was him who brought me there for the first time! As we grow older, chances of going ther is even less! That was precious time. Haha!!! even last time i went with him most was when i was studying in Sunway and some Fridays, he will go to Sunway to fetch be bk home to Pahang and b4 that, we will drop by at ikano to buy dog food for the dogs at home. Today, went there alone, really led me thought a lot about the past! the time where we came together, and the least time was being there with my mum! I think was only once! Is really very very seldom and now is really none! Mayb is the "seldom" that make shopping with them more precious a time to treasure!

Initially, i thought i will spend my whole day there and will only leave at night! Then i was thinking at night, road are not so easy to recognise and chances for me getting loss is higher so i might as well come bk earlier. Next time mayb I'll stay there for a longer time! After my final, I'll be there. My friends are all having exams these few weeks. No one is free to accompany me and i HAVE to change that thing within this week, haha.... so I WENT ALONE. Memories flown bk and even memories when i was studying in Sunway. I wonder when was the last time I went to sunway after I finished my Pre-U in Sunway! Is really changed a lot! But the roads there are still the same so i can still remember some.

A very good day to remember!! I guess the next time there will be with my friend... i guess.... haha..... wait till all of us are free then probably we will gather there.... haha... no longer Midvalley..... haha.... coz i dunno the way to any other malls.... so everytime when my fren ask me out... i'll always say... Midvalley!!! i only know how to go there!!! haha... hopefully after today... we have more choices. Am still not very very familiar with the roads la... but sign boards there.... is still reliable.... can be followed....

Guesss is time to go bk to revise..... half a chapter left from yesterday!!! Get it done by today!! Good luck to all my friends who are having exam! I found my way there, you will also find ur way to succeed! Soon, will be my turn in exam! Hope that i myself can also find a way out from that tough time! Best of luck in exam and stay healthy! Don't abuse ur body so that you will not regret when you grow old! Study is responsible of a student like us but necessary rest is also our obligation to ourselves! Gambate!!!!!!

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Back from the concert and it was 3 weeks ago

Haha! I only remembered that i had not update my blog for quite some time when gathering with my frens back in hometown (T'loh) --> so, i've decided to update it today.

Phew..... driving bk here is always tiring and i do not know why there is always lots of car on the way. The traffic today is considered smooth but it was raining.... got to drive more carefully. I still remember the Friday when i drove home.... a lorry was down and was parked in the middle of the road causing long queue jam from cheras itself to pandan jaya!!!!! Horrible.

Spending time at home is nice... haha... at least better in Semenyih here.... although i know i can do more assignments and revision if i saty here over the weekend ; but the thing is, even i stayed here for the weekend, I do not necessarily studying and working!!!! haha.... lazy is always my mood! If i stayed here, I got no home cooked food to eat!! Everyday also pack back or simply cook canned food or instant noodles. Anyway, another 2 months left in here..... be unhealthy also at most for these 2 months only!!!

This trip back home is too short a time as Friday morning I had to attend the Business Ethics workshop (for nothing) for 2 hours and then hand in my Corporate Finance Assignment due on that day itself and pass my softcopy of references to the lecturer. Soon, I get my car and start my journey home. It's always "haizzzzz...." when there is class tmr on 9.00 am. ha! For many semester that my timetable did not start at so early a day!

In these few days at home, I was thinking that i should start reading something as exam will be on 11th May to 27th May! However, there is still a tutorial to be done and an assignment weighting 50% of the total marks yet to be done. As for the tutorial, it's not assessed. It's just discussion of some topics and so, I do not even want to do it and planned to just skip it over!!! Wahahaha......!!!!!!!! But but but.... stupid me actually start reading that journal article and picking points from there and putting them in the power point. Guess what happened?? As i was about to finish the thing, my comp just shut down.... =_=.... and I HAD NOT SAVED THE THING from the BEGINNING!!!!! Gosh!!! My mood was totally gone! I was thinking " yea.... i'm not suppose to do that.... fate!!!" haha.... and i start redo the thing!!!! In hat afternoon, i did 3 stupid thing which is start reading and doing that thing, forgot to save and the third one is REDOING the thing over again! Till now, it's still right in front of me, remained incomplete.... I definitely is lazy to do that thing.... guess i should ask my group member to help me finish up.... a bit left!!!! Waste my time only!!!!! Talking about my 50% assignment, is a group project as well but it seems like everytime when we discuss that thing, we are still at the same stage as what we had discussed in the last discussion --> no progression.... guess everyone was busying on the Corporate Finance Assignment!

Going back to past 3 weeks.... Miriam's concert is really nice. Thos songs she sang all suits me! Not those too new ones.... haha.... that brought me thinking aboout the past (secondary school times) when i were busying with homeworks and tuitions almost everyday!!!! Her songs really accompied me when i do my homework, relaxing and also studying (during exam)!! haha.... Looking bk into the past gave me a weired feeling... those days was like just yesterday. Time really flies! A lot had changed. In terms of friends, we were classmates but in different group, now some had joined another group, some group had combined, some were not so friend before became friend. Guess time really prooved to us what type of friend we will have around us! When one change, current freinds will not be the correct one anymore as they are moving towards a different direction.... less topic to talk on.... less chance to meet up. Up to now, old friends were all around KL (most of them) and all of us will go home... hmmm... not to say very often (except a few... includine me)... although alll went home at different time.... we still get to gather almost everyweek... probably with different friends! It's said that because we knew each other for so long time ady (10 years almost), so we understand each other quite well. When it comes to chatting.... it'll be more ez as compared to new friends made outside there. Of course we still have our new friends with us.... but we will not talk much about ourselves in front of them. Haha...... i guess this happened every where..... and even some of us had closer new friends as compared to the old ones

Today, talking to Kai Zhi in the car about friends around us... haha... even talking to have reunion like what our parents still have with old schoolmates!! haha!!!! and he was saying let's have it starting at the age of 30!! OMG..... haha!!! that's another 10 more years i guess.... but i still think those type of reunion is really not the trend of our generation. haha... gathering is possible but reunioin for say once a year.. haha.... tougher i guess... except during chinese New Year when they all will sure have dinner together at least once during CNY. So far, I had not joined any as I'm always back at Ipoh with my family.

Finally, back in my room, still I've clean it over again... just cannot stand the dust on the floor!!!! Haiz..... guess i got to complete my tutorial presentation slides and then will got to sleep earlier. Having not enough sleep for last 2 days at home as I was always woke up by the noise of the birds..... guess there is a bird nest in the ceiling already... every morning 6 something, the babies will start crying probably for food..... and I will be awake by their non stop "crying" sound!!! Very Annoying!!!! Haha!! ^^